Dusted and Disgusted...

I know, I know, hella posts today, but when shit hits you, you gotta let it out (Ok, take that how ever you want).
CRUSHES SUCK!!!! Lately I have been getting stuck in tons of traffic (which pisses me off) and then for some reason I begin to think about other shit that pisses me off even more (which doesn't do the BP to good, so go figure). Anywhos, there have been many a guy that have come along that I have had some sort of interest in, only to get crushed. Maybe that is the basis of the term. People think, "Oh, how cute! So-and-so has a crush on so-and-so! Awwwww!" Don't get ahead of yourself. I'm finding that the term means, "So-and-so is gonna shred so-and-so's heart to all hell!!! Girl/Boy, don't fall for it!!!" I remember one time I was gonna state my feelings to a crush from undergrad, but got cold feet. It was a friend (well, my only friend essentially at that time) and I didn't want to ruin things. The next time I had feelings for someone, I did say something and got dissed. That did my self-esteem some good. I'll definitely have to think twice about doing something like that again. I'd probably sooner gauge my eyes out with a rusty fork first. Well, probably not to that extent, but you get my point. It's weird. They say that "nothing ventured is nothing gained," so I guess you never know unless you try. However, it's best to be prepared for the crash and burn (which means get all the girls/guys on standby, load up on the tissues, and get ready to eat up the entire fridge or drink up the entire bar to drown your sorrows). What makes things worse I guess is if you never try at all, because then you begin to think of what could have been and that tends to bring up shitty feelings (hence my pissed off mode while being stuck in traffic -- too busy thinking about the what ifs. Grrrrrrrr!). Well, any thoughts? I'm all ears.